Raine - Living The Cinderella Dream;

Thursday, April 05, 2007

The dearest and closest always get the worst crap from me.

I realise I have been taking for granted, those who love me.

When was the last time I had a bonding session with my lovelies at home... I can't recall.

Frankly, I can't even remember when was the last time I had a proper conversation with my darling sisters back at home.

It seems that I am always so busy resolving my own issues, catching up with my mates, having to deal with irrelevant nonsense....

Upon soul-searching, I realise I haven't even been going home early for quite a while.

When I get home they're either sound asleep or getting ready to head for work.

I sincerely miss those bonding moments I use to have with my baby sisters.

Those..

Da Jie... U kow today horz...

Da Jie.... I am damn angry lehz...

Da Jie... can u stop it!

Da Jie.. Da Jie.. Da Jie...

Nowadays the conversation seems to be:

Da Jie when will you be done with the com?

I miss those sharing sessions..

Upon reminiscing, I'm starting to get a lil. emo.

To my baby sisters kays & jo:

No matter what happens, I will walk along with you hand-in-hand through the path you choose to take.

Though I may not be the best role model, I will still put on my best front for you.

Our opinions may differ but the bottom-line is that I care.

Please do not turn me away.

At times, I may sub-consciously neglect your existence.

Please forgive my oversight.

Lecture me for the things that I do wrong. (Which I know u guys wouldn't take a moment to hesitate not to do so...)

I apologise for the moments anger took over me and senseless words came outta the evil mouth.

When the going gets tough, do ot fret for you know that I will always lend a hand.

Da Jie lovessss all of u.

-Sign Off @ 1:05 am :)